My heart is torn, because I had to do the worst thing, and that was give you a choice. And I’m sure I already know how it’s gonna turn out. No words can express how I feel, because my love for you runs deeper than the ocean.
When you said your future was with me, I actually was surprised not really thinking about my future after my children leave home, which is just a few years away. After hearing you say that I couldn’t wait to spend it with you. So I defiantly with out a doubt defiantly wanted that and started preparing myself for just that. Scared! Yes! But couldn’t wait!
Today at a lost for words because I don’t know what to do! I pictured the rest of my life with you and now it’s a black hole. I am happy I got what time I had with and the fact my positive ness and inspiration is what you like about me just wished it was enough for you.
There were many times in the last three years I could of ran away in my mind at times I wish I did but thankful more that I didn’t. Blessed even more I got to stay….I love you soooo much and always going to❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️