Just in the last few months you have no idea how much my heart has been hurting. Not on top, of the heart ache of not being your wife as expected. The holidays are coming and being your wife in our home is not coming.
Thanksgiving and Christmas are my favorite holidays. And wanting to spend it as a family with you was something I was really looking forward to. Cooking a huge dinner for us, was defiantly already planned. And decorating the house and putting s Christmas tree up was completely top of the list.
Thanksgiving is tomorrow and my heart saddens we won’t be together. My kids without a home. A dinner not cooked by me, I do every year won’t be done. But most of we won’t be together.
I will defiantly try to make the best of the holidays, but my heart sure hurts because of the meaning of the it. Family together on the holidays❤️❤️❤️❤️